the baby has been sick. for months he has been sick. double ear infection after double ear infection after double ear infection. crying, misery, fever, sadness. i have only written three posts this month because every single other post i would have written would have said, "my baby is sick. i am tired. my kids make big messes and i am dragging myself around and giving up."
he is getting better. he is getting tubes put in his ears a week from tomorrow. relief.
i am just trying to remember who i am, now.