a year ago today
we had no idea she would only be here on earth for four more months.
i have so many things to say about this and about her. too many to start anywhere. but first and foremost: my god, i miss her. more and more all the time. you think when someone dies that the hardest part is at first, when you know they are gone. but then you have to live with the never seeing them again.
i also want to link to this post because it says more than i have the energy to write out, today. but that place is truly gone now. truly gone. vacant and broken, just waiting to be emptied and sold.
and every time i watch this, i lose it. that song. oh my gosh. that song.
we took the kids to the pooh movie yesterday and it was very sweet and fun and memorable and a big first for us. but i would have much preferred to spend the day with her.